overheard jam goblog #1

#hafalNeufert

me: ing, kentang harganya berapa?
aing: ha pintu? 80 centimeter
me: KENTAAAANG YA ALLAH KENTAAANGGG

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#lagilagiSKS

me: target DA malem ini iso turu!
andi: yo nek targetmu iso turu iku koen ngerjakno ket senin ngunu lho, ojok kebut semalem tapi ngarep turu

today is a total random day. I woke up with the feeling of holiday since I have no class on monday. tapi bangun pagi di hari senin itu bikin bingung. saya nganggur sepagian tadi yang akhirnya dihabiskan dengan nonton 49 Days. abis itu mati gaya di kosan sampe gak sengaja ketiduran. akhirnya pergi nyari sepatu tapi apa daya inceran saya udah ngga ada. iya, tadi sendirian di mall kayak jomblo emang jomblo padahal tapi seneng sih, soalnya udah lama gak ngerasa sebebas hari ini. karena yang dituju ngga ada akhirnya berniat buat ngomik di perpus kota malang. tapi apalah daya, kecepatan internetnya terlalu menggoda sampe akhinya gak beranjak dari laptop. pasti kalo kamu liat ini, kamu cuma bisa bilang, "udah saya duga."

semua juga capek. but saying those words in front of everyone who actually have the same feeling is just sounds inappropriate to be very honest. ayo sama-sama kesampingkan ego, belajar jadi dewasa.

annyeong yeorobun.

been reading this whole blog recently (lol I have no life at all!) and I laughed so hard. so there was those unstable soul while writing how boring my life was, how I felt so alone, how people blocked my dreams. according to the last one, now I think it was me who didn't talk in proper ways about what I want. and from my point of view, I don't think life was boring back then. I've always been in such warm and lovely family and friends.
there was those strong feelings when I talked about someone whom I used to date; the man whom I like the most. we broke up and build our friendship back but sometimes I think he must still hate me. I wish I can heal that heartache of his, to be honest.
there was those stupid-but-sweet kind of friendship on my school life. I used to be in a class consist of girls only for 6 years. and I could do anything with them on class. we read comics, watched movies, slept together, took nap, danced, sang loudly, gossiped, talked randomly, played with make up, took lots of photos, and much more. it was fun and I felt pretty free to have many girl friends.
there was also those stupid times when I fangirling over the pretty Kim Heechul--and yes I even sent a gift for him! now you could call me delusional girl for doing that, hahaha!

but life's changing, honey.
and that's what makes memories precious.

Gak tau tapi sok tau itu bodoh.
Tau tapi pura-pura gak tau itu jahat.
Tau tapi tetep gak mau tau itu bebal.
yang bijak adalah; tau kalau dia gak tau tapi mau untuk tau.
kamu yang mana?

Love

if it is stay unspoken, nobody will get hurt. and meet the hapiness in time.

what happened recently.

Penyambutan MaBa Teknik 2012

ketua BEM: kalian harus blablablabla.............. kalian siap?

maba: SIAAAAAP!

mas panitia: rek, kon krungu a?

maba: enggak mas.

                           **

me: kalo ngelayat mesti pake baju hitam gak sih?

andi: kamu pake baju koko aja mak

                           **

mas KaHim: ntar ada agenda bakar-bakaran dek, dateng ya satu angkatan.

me: mbakar GBA ta mas?

mas KaHim: bakar Kresna

                           **

amany: Mei iku opo agendane cuk?

me: he lambemu lho, cak cuk ae sakepenake dewek

amany: lambe? gua gak melambe! aku ini macho lho bok.

                           **

Manda: makan dimana rek?

Me: ayo nang kantin mesin!

Manda: kon cari mati a?!

Me: guduk. aku cari pacar.

Kadang, tanpa sadar, kita suka terpengaruh sama omongan orang. Nyadar gak sih? Misalnya, lo sebenernya bukan tipe orang yang begini, tapi karena orang lain menilai lo begini, maka lo berpikir bahwa lo ya begini. padahal aslinya lo adalah tipikal orang yang begitu. ngerti maksud teori begini begitu gue kan? gue sih enggak eh, maksudnya itu buat mempermudah permisalan aja sih. intinya ya gitu.
that's why, jadi orang harus punya karakter yang jelas gitu biar gak gampang terpengaruh orang lain. biar gak gampang ikut-ikutan. main ombak emang asyik sih, tapi kalo keasyikan trus suatu ketika ombaknya kenceng terus lo terseret? iya untung kalo bisa berenang, kalo nggak?
anyway, teori ombak tu cuma sotoy-sotoyan gue aja sih. dan tentang gak bisa berenang, gue gak lagi curhat.

nighty nite, sweet dream.

:D

Yeorobun annyeong!

postingan kali ini saya sedang berbahagia *hore* setelah dari kemarin kayaknya tapi sebenernya emang iya suram melulu. seperti biasa, dengan konsep bahagia saya, yang sederhana saja.
hasil try out ketiga saya akhirnya keluar dari lingkaran-setan-angka-kisaran-500an. ini bukan ketiga kalinya sih, tepatnya mungkin try out keenam saya. dan akhirnya.............. 25++ soal lagi untuk sampai jurusan impian saya ;_;
memang sih nilai ini fruktuatif, belum stabil, tapi anggap aja sebagi penyemangat. uyeh! temen-temen seperjuangan saya, dimanapun kalian berada, yag lagi baca ini, ayo sama-sama semangat! (҂'̀^'́)9
jadi, mohon doanya ya kawan~ Chairinnisa Zakira Noer Ananda untuk sampai ke jurusan Arsitektur Universitas Gadjah Mada. atau mungkin tiba-tiba ada yang mau mendoakan saya jadi dokter, anyone? ;)

dan setelah UN berakhir, sekarang masih ada ujian lagi. yang mana berarti saya belom bisa nyantai karena masa depannya belom jelas. tiap hari layaknya anak rajin dateng ke bimbel, diterusin belajar kelompok, trus belajar sendiri di rumah. iya, belajar aja terus tiap hari. gak apa-apa bro, belajar juga kan bagian dari hidup.

dan terakhir, saya ngikutin rooftop prince! ayey, lama banget gak mengupdate perkoreadramaan, sekalinya nemu eh dapet yang ceritanya superb. kapan-kapan saya tulis reviewnya, setelah saya selesai nonton.


nah sekian. bbuing bbuing~

Jika kelak segala indra melemah fungsinya, atau rangka gerak yang tak lagi lincah dan cekatan, atau mungkin ketika tubuh perlahan tidak lagi bekerja dengan baik; 
adakah mereka yang mengaku cinta tetap tinggal?

best mate during the hard times!

so I was looking for some things in the supermarket and jokingly said to my sister to buy me some ice cream. I was craving for it. but she said it wasn't okay to buy one cause' she wasn't at good condition to eat it together with me. later she bought me chocolate and said, "you can have this instead. count this as your friend while studying."

life's good. happiness is simple. and I still have many exams to be faced. all iz well. we will pass this all well.

Pick Your Artist: COLDPLAY

Are you male or female: X & Y
Describe yourself: Twisted Logic
How do you feel about yourself: I Ran Away
Describe your current boy/girl relation situation: Shiver
Describe where you currently live: In My Place
If you could go anywhere you wanted to go: Amsterdam
Your favorite form of transportation: Speed of Sound
Your best friend(s) is(are): Brothers & Sisters
Your favorite color is: Yellow
Favorite time of day: Daylight
If your life were a TV show, what would it be called: The Scientist
What is life to you: God Put A Smile Upon Your Face
What is the best advice you have to give: Don't Let It Break Your Heart
Thought for the day: The Hardest Part
How I would like to die: Paradise
My soul’s present condition: Hurts Like Heaven

Good morning!

Hai! just in case for let you know that I'm still alive so I post this, hahaha. if you notice, there's a shadow from hands of mine that captured by the camera. anyway, flowers are pretty, right? <3

14 random questions challenge.

Found this on http:-//heckyeahtumblrchallenges.tumblr.com .

1. What’s an inside joke you have with someone? 

That I am the maid of my own mama T~T

2. What’s the last food you got a strange craving for?

uhm.. walls-buavita ice cream, es cincau, cilok, telur gulung abang-abang, gulali, and permen kapas. those are my memories! and you can find them all only in Indonesia ;P

3. What’s the last gift you gave to someone?

err.. I don't remember.

4. Talk about your family. Your close family, extended, deceased; your entire family

I have a family which consist of papa, mama, a big brother, an elder sister, me, and a little sister. I have so many cousins (it's more than 30!) and some nephew and niece. I've never seen both of my grandfathers because they died before I was born.
 

5. Two months ago; where were you/what were you doing.

It's the 9th of July, I spent my precious holiday at home. End of story. 

6. When was the last time you cried and why?

2 days before Ied day. I cried a lot because I envy some of friends who celebrated Ied day with their grandma. My grandma has passed away 5 years ago... and I simply miss her.

7. Do you have saved text messages? If so, who are they from and why do you still have them?

No, I don't have any.

8. What’s something you’re ashamed to tell people?

That I turn my music player on when I cry so no one could hear my sobs XD

9. What’s something strange about you? Or tell a strange story.

I have a kind of fear when talking to boys face to face while some people said I'm a boyish girl! LMAO

10. What’s something you’re really excited for?

Being an university student :3

11. What do you feel guilty for doing?

I broke papa's camera twice... and I'm afraid to say sorry. aint I being such coward? ;A;

12. What did you dream of last?

I dreamt about celebrating Ied in Japan.

13. What are your 3 favorite quotes and why?

"Man jadda wa jada" ---> I found this Arabian proverb at a novel titled Negeri 5 Menara by A. Fuadi. this novel is so highly recommended for those who needs spirit for reaching their dream! whenever I hear this quote, I feel like I can do anything. This one really is such a mood booster! :D

"Kalo lo punya impian, taruhlah 5 cm di depan dahi lo. Jadi lo akan selalu berusaha untuk menggapainya!" ---> taken from the book titled 5cm by Dhoni Dirgantoro. honestly, I always do this kind of thing whenever I have obsessions and trust me, it works.

"The most wonderful things in this world are life and us, people." ---> inspired by Neli, a friend of mine. Guys, believe me. You're beautiful in your own way, everybody is lovable in their own way. life is precious! and it's short, so enjoy it! be thankful to God for every lil' thing He gave to us <3

14. Write 5 messages to 5 different people without using names.

• Please forgive me for breaking your camera for the second time. sorry, I have no enough money to buy the new one. and I can't apologise to you directly.. so sorry. Please don't hate me D;
• Thank you for being such a good friend. you made me believe that distance, race, gender, time difference, religion, and nationality have nothing to do with friendship. 
• Thank your for showing your emotions to me! just as you know, I always love your humble personality. I know you're not stupid like what others said. it's just you're too innovative so they find you imbecile :p
• I miss you. I feel like you've changed and we're getting further. I miss the old memories of us.
• Darn you, who do you think you are? acting like you're famous, tepe sana-sini, you don't even have that charisma ya know

"Apa yang terlihat menyenangkan kadang malah sebaliknya, lho. Kita kan ngga pernah tau apa maunya si hidup."

Dear Me

Dear me in the present, I don't want you to ruin my wonderful life. So I beg you to study smarter and harder than before, because you'll have a lots of exams to be passed smoothly.
Don't die, don't give up. You may be a lil' stress, but remember: you have friends, and they are people that you can trouble and be troubled about. At least but not least, you have to know that, me, or well known as your future, is having a very good life! See you very very soon.

Sudah sebegitu bobroknya kah negeri kita, hingga keadilan tak lagi ada?
Sudah sebegitu bobroknya kah mental kita, hingga kejujuran dianggap sebagai sebuah kesalahan?
Sudah sebegitu bobroknya kah bangsa kita, hingga bahkan berramah tamah saja sudah tak bisa?
Renungkanlah, kawan. Duduk lah sebentar bersamaku dan mari renungkan bersama apa-apa yang kita bisa lakukan untuk membuat negeri ini membaik.

tiap kali ngeliat tulisan di atas, jadi inget sama kata-kata yang bilang, "di luar sana ada orang yang akan selalu menghargai dan mendukung lo sebagai diri lo sendiri." Idk, I just think if it was so true.

Officially 17.

Annyeong yeorobeun!

long time no open this blog and yea, now I think I gotta change the name of this blog because... NOW I'M NOT 16 ANYMORE! and thats sad. lol~ that's what I called Peterpan-syndrome :P
and about the new name, Shui-chan, it's because I got a crush with a Character named Nakatsu Shuichi in a dorama entitled Hanazakari no Kimitachi. kyahahaaha aren't I pathethic eh?

Yesterday I went to school and got flushed by flour with my classmates! kinda crazy eh -_____-
I got whita all of my clothes, and face, and shoes!! they also gave me bunch of greeting cards, and I know, not all of them wrote it while we have a promise to always do this to everyone on their birthday. but then I think, so what? I'm not their something, I didn't mean much to them, not the special one, or worse, maybe they don't even see me. ha-ha again, I'm being so pathethic.but then who cares with the small number when I actually got more? I have to thank those who found the idea of the flour and birthday surprise, and those who participated, I really really really do appreciate it! I love you guys! and I love surprises! <3


P.s: I'm thinking about making a new blog for fan fiction. I love writing bunch of fanfics! :p

welcome freedom! #1

dudes and dudettes, omg I just can't believe this! tomorrow is gonna be the presentation day of my scientific paper, and this also means that tomorrow is gonna be the last day for doing this shitty things!
after doing this task for years, finally I'm done with this! hellyeah *dance* *dance*

well, wish me luck for this one! sankyyu~