annyeong yeorobun.

been reading this whole blog recently (lol I have no life at all!) and I laughed so hard. so there was those unstable soul while writing how boring my life was, how I felt so alone, how people blocked my dreams. according to the last one, now I think it was me who didn't talk in proper ways about what I want. and from my point of view, I don't think life was boring back then. I've always been in such warm and lovely family and friends.
there was those strong feelings when I talked about someone whom I used to date; the man whom I like the most. we broke up and build our friendship back but sometimes I think he must still hate me. I wish I can heal that heartache of his, to be honest.
there was those stupid-but-sweet kind of friendship on my school life. I used to be in a class consist of girls only for 6 years. and I could do anything with them on class. we read comics, watched movies, slept together, took nap, danced, sang loudly, gossiped, talked randomly, played with make up, took lots of photos, and much more. it was fun and I felt pretty free to have many girl friends.
there was also those stupid times when I fangirling over the pretty Kim Heechul--and yes I even sent a gift for him! now you could call me delusional girl for doing that, hahaha!

but life's changing, honey.
and that's what makes memories precious.