dulu saya sering heran kenapa mereka bisa bekerja dengan seolah tanpa rasa lelah. sekarang rasanya saya mulai mengerti. ketika kamu mencoba untuk melakukannya tanpa adanya suatu paksaan, hanya semata ingin mengerjakan, tanpa ada penyerongan dari niatan, maka kala itu juga lelahmu terasa menyenangkan.

Kadang, tanpa sadar, kita suka terpengaruh sama omongan orang. Nyadar gak sih? Misalnya, lo sebenernya bukan tipe orang yang begini, tapi karena orang lain menilai lo begini, maka lo berpikir bahwa lo ya begini. padahal aslinya lo adalah tipikal orang yang begitu. ngerti maksud teori begini begitu gue kan? gue sih enggak eh, maksudnya itu buat mempermudah permisalan aja sih. intinya ya gitu.
that's why, jadi orang harus punya karakter yang jelas gitu biar gak gampang terpengaruh orang lain. biar gak gampang ikut-ikutan. main ombak emang asyik sih, tapi kalo keasyikan trus suatu ketika ombaknya kenceng terus lo terseret? iya untung kalo bisa berenang, kalo nggak?
anyway, teori ombak tu cuma sotoy-sotoyan gue aja sih. dan tentang gak bisa berenang, gue gak lagi curhat.

nighty nite, sweet dream.

Jika kelak segala indra melemah fungsinya, atau rangka gerak yang tak lagi lincah dan cekatan, atau mungkin ketika tubuh perlahan tidak lagi bekerja dengan baik; 
adakah mereka yang mengaku cinta tetap tinggal?

...Ignore this.

I passed school today. its because of my period, i can't hold the sickness on my stomach, so yeah i just asked mom to go sleep and she let me did. and i guess that because of it, i turned into an over sensitive person. i watched Koizora movie and then started to cry, its not about the movie exactly. it was about...... ah okay, just forget it. i know it might be sounds cheesy and labile, but hey! so what? im still a teenager though!
dad haven't said any single word today and i think it was because i woke up at 6.30 am and don't wanna go to school. geezzz, i just dont want to hurt anyone, and this stomachache bothers me so much.

fuh. holiday is just over, welcome back to sophomore's busy life!

i guess i should try to not get angry easily and stop being a moody, and no to be soooooo sensitive like this these days. tsk tsk

without mean to be sarcasm..

yesterday i read someone's status on facebook. it looks like he's desperately need a girlfriend while he's running his pretty life. then i started to think like "why should have a girlfriend/boyfriend when you already had a beautiful life? don't you already have a perfect life without boyfie/girlfie?"

kinda weird thought i know. but on my mind, "in relationship" status is so useless. wasting time, money, emotional, etc etc. don't you think that "being friend" is enough instead of "friendship" or "in relationship"?
take examples; have you ever seen your girl friend crying because of her boyfie? normally yes. so whats the point? catch it by yourself.

please think twice, my dearry friends anywhere.
kay i know, im afraid of seeing my girl friends hurts because of their boyfies. so for my girl friends, can i ask you a question?
who do you want to be in the future? like a doll in the supermarket, or a doll in the traditional market? --i know you know what i mean

Love, x.